( SECOND POST OF THE DAY }

This what i feel in this post:

I could feel that something gonna happen between me and my boyfriend,
something bad coming towards our relationship,
i don't want this to happen but why must be me?
I know you could tell that i love him very much,
i could sacrifice everything just for him but why must this happen?
Without him is like more without everything i had,
he's my everything since the first day i met him.
I really do love him and i really do miss him even for one second,
i don't wish to have anything right now,
what i only wish to have is him,
just him i'll be glad.

I trust him,
i love him,
i miss him,
i need him,
but how bout him?
Please tell me,
i don't wanna be kept in the dark,
i want him to tell me everything honestly.

There's a friend i knew recently,
he treats me really good though,
heard that i'm sick he willing to be my part-time doctor,
reminding me to eat medicine all this and that.
He knows i'm sad and he cheers me up,
he says he'll always be there for me,
but too bad that the one i only loves is Jia Hao.



He's the guy who cares for me.

Yesterday i went to toa payoh to shop larh,
then walk until half,
my head spinning like hell man okay,
i'm so fucked up that moment,
so i went hospital at night,
something wrong happened which i shouldn't mention here.
Was really bored cause i can't meet my boyfriend,
he sent his bike to workshop to tighten the chain,
then he also don't wanna waste money take MRT,
the only way is to wait lorh.):
I dint get anything yesterday,
just some mobile phone assesories barh.

Today i don't think i'm going out,
only if i can meet my boyfriend then i'll go out lorh.
I miss him so much now okay and loving him still,
i can't get to see him until his bike's done,
his bike's chain was loosen last few weeks,
can't really speed up on the road,
so decided to get it fixed lorh.(:
My mom's cooking dinner now and i know now still early for dinner,
but better than eating outside food larh,
like outside food not really nice also.
Just now i was watching the "New York Minute",
acted by Mary Kate Aashlee and some hotties,
the show finished by three and watching Hong Kong drama,
funny and romantic drama,
hehheheh.:DDDD

Today's our one month anniversary,
i love love love love love you loads.(((:

Sorry for not posting four maybe four days?
I was really lazy and quite busy also larh.

Tuesday i accaompanied Serene go rebond her hair at woodlands mart,
i was like seating next to her waiting for her to finish the rebonding,
like four to five hours like that sey,
my butt like sticking to the seats already lorh.
After her rebonding then went to my house to eat,
then head staright to her house lorh.
then suddenly i wanna stay her house so we went back my house,
prepare all the things i need to bring then went her house,
watch television together until twelve something went to bed.

Then the next day was actually planning to go causeway point,
but her nose swollen cause of her piercing and we dint go,
she was planning to get another piercing but infortunately we can't.
Then stay at her house watching television lorh,
at night wait for my mom come her house,
then i went home with mom larh.

It's me and my boyfriend's one month anniversary,
was actually meeting him but he over slept until four thirty,
we was actually meeting at two o'clock derh lorh then he spoil the day.
Then he wanna meet at five thirty derh,
he reached admiralty MRT liaoos then raining heavily,
he soaked in the rain liaoos lorh,
then i was ready to go there and find him derh,
he say no need go liaoos cause he not feeling well,
cannot celebrate one month anniversary together,
very sad one lorh okay. ):
Then i stay at home whole day to surf the net,
get to know one new malay boy friend and hot okay,
what a lucky day though. (:

He told me that tomorrow he going to hospital,
checkup for eight hours,
don't know whether isit true but hope it is larh.
I'm gonna be a loner already okay.
I really miss him but does he know this?):
Someone please help me,
i'm dying already larh!

Four days to one month anniversary.(:

Today nothing special though,
woke up at twelve like this barh,
very tired now but i don't know why i can't sleep.
Today i talk very less to my boyfriend,
he like so busy nowadays,
no time to talk to me now,
sad case larh.):

Ling asked me to go her house,
pass her the purple cardigan for her O level tomorrow,
wish her all the best though.(:
Went her house like whole day watching the charity show,
i really miss my boyfriend.
My brother tutoring me soon,
can't really enjoy already,
he gimme two to three days of fun,
then he'll start tutoring me,
first week is science,
second week maths,
third week history,
fourth week enlish,
i think so is like that barh,
assesment books for me now!))):

Five more days to one month anniversary.(:

Sorry for not blogging yesterday,
cause by my brother sleeping whole day in the room.
I yesterday went back to school,
gave back the sana tickets and took back all my books.
I bring along my mom cause she'll help me to take,
then i went lepak lepak with syaniza they all.
Lepak until three something then we went home uh.
Then i drop my phone inside the toilet bowl,
then i thought was spoilt,
cause i can't use it yesterday,
but i can use it today,
hehehehehe.(:

Today i met my boyfriend,
he forget how to come to my house,
so i met him at admiralty mrt station.
Then i teach him how to go cwp.
Went there walk walk slack slack,
i asked him to buy cigarette,
he can buy i cannot.(:
Then come my area here slack also,
was caught by my uncle,
but he don't care one larh,
heehhhhehehe.:DDDD
He gone home at six,
i love him so much!

7 days to one month anniversary,
what i want is not a present,
What i want is having him beside me.

Let me say something bar huh?(:
I actually lazy to go school,
so i feigned to be sick,
then tell my parents if i go to school i'll faint,
they really believe me,
so i never go school today,
it's the fourth day since last week.
I woke up at around twelve something today,
i dint sleep well though,
must feigned to be sick then cannot sleep properly.
Keep asking me to eat medicine,
feigning to be sick really difficult man!

All syaniza's fault,
she don't wanna go school thats why i also don't wanna go.
Tomorrow me and her going to school,
we planned properly already,
after school going slack slack.(:
Somemore tomorrow we end school early,
last day of school somemore,
must go uh,
if not i'll miss my friends eh.:DDD
Watching Crime Scene Investigation now,
enjoy your reading friends!

>Wanna show his inner lips piercing nia, hahher.(:

Everyday sleep, still yawning.

What the?(:

Today i woke up at eight,
i fucking lazy go school,
so i called up my boyfriend and ask him come fetch me go his house,
i dint ask for permission also,
but i'm sure my parents will also know one lar.
He reached my house around nine in the morning,
i went down,
he rode motorbike and fetched me go his house,
reached his house,
i saw his bed i immediately lie down,
was like fucking tired okay,
i fucking miss his bed,
only his bed i can sleep soundly,
don't think too much readers.(:
Around twelve something left his house,
because his sister coming back,
hate his sister,
he called his friend,
met his friend for rokok,
finally got rokok,
hehheh.(:
Went home after that,
took pictures too,
it's posted up there.
I going school tomorrow,
was forced to do so.
I need to see my results,
i really scared man,
arghhhhhh!
Somemore my teacher wanna meet my mom!

Hahhah,
today i dint go school,
fucking lazy okay,
hehheh,
i rather stay at home and sleep like a pig lor,
hehheh.(:
Actually i went toa payoh centre to buy my earphone,
finally i bought one new one,
wooohoooo,
my aunty bought for me,
fucking cool earphone,
white one.(:
I'm sick actually,
i don't wanna blog much,
i miss my boyfriend,
thats all!(:

Pictures of the day me and serene went to bishan.
















Yesterday i dint post though,
i dint go school,
hees,
i'm fucking lazy and my parents also advice me not to go to school,
good uh.
Then at home watching television lah,
eat lah,
sleep lah,
then when around five like that,
serene called and say wanna go cwp pierce nose then go bishan slack slack,
so i go lorh, since i also doing nothing at home eh,
hees.(((:
Then reached cwp go pierce nose,
met damien,
then gone to bishan,
met siva all,
they go cycling then never follow us lah,
then we met kelvin,
hees,
luckily we met him,
if not no rokok already,
he treated me around four to five sticks,
good man,
hees.(:
Then and and serene went home at around twelve something,
reached home at one am.

Today i never go out lah,
i would like to stay at home and calm down,
my boyfriend dint text me as in,
he only cares about his bike,
forget it,
this makes me wanna go crazy,
i'm so angry now,
arghhhhhh!
watching television now,
a little bit sick,
arghhh.

Nowdays i lazy to blog siakkk, sorry lahs, hees, i went AMK hub yesterday with my family lah, bought a new bucket bag, so happy, my brother bought for me derh, hees. (((((:

I miss my boy boy so much now man, he's bike teh chain spoil thats why he can't come fetch me and meet him, i wanna go his house man, my house sucks, no privacy, his house got aircon and many things to eat do, my god, i think i should move there if i can lorh, hees.((((:

Today i went to school cause syaniza asked me to go, but we regretted for going to school, went little inda for excursion and went to civil defence museum, my god, so boring, was like half asleep, i was so tired rushing to go back school, then i was suppose to attend the workshop but i dint, i rather go lepak lepak than go workshop till six siakkk, i can die, went to cwp with syaniza they all, today very boring uhs, we never do anything, go home quite early ba, then i went to serene's home but she wasn't there so i went home, watched tv then blog lorh, hees.(((:

My poor boy boy fixing his motorbike till now, so sad now man, i'm afraid he's hurt, oh my god, i love him so much lah, i wanna see him now, i cannot tahan liaos.))):

Terrible life man!

Today i woke up at nine, me and my boyfriend planned to meet downstairs my house at nine, but i seems to wake up too late, hees.(: Then i text my boyfriend tell him to meet me at ten, went to get prepared, i wear slipper lahs, cause going his house, then he reached already, asked me to go down and find him, he'll fetch me to his house, hees.(: WITH HIS RED HOT MOTORBIKE, hees.((((: Then i reached his home, air conditioner-ed room okays, i was like kalf asleep already cause very early lehs. Then dodododododododo, at three he fetched me home. Came home, watched television and came posting.

Miss him, my baby boy,
lovesloves, missmiss,
takecares my boy.(:

Hehs, i dint post for two days, saturday and sunday, lemme recap ehs.

SATURDAY:
It's the day we celebrated my grandmother's mother's day, i know it's too early to celebrate but its fun okay, hehs. Many people came, can said as everyone of my relatives bah, hehs. (: We bought cake, cheesecake lah, with mango fillings, hehs, derrick, terrence, weizhi all come siakkk, like quite weird though, hehs, celebrate celebrate, then we planned to go for movie, made of honour, with derrick, weizhi, terrence, alson, serene and me, hehs, we thought the movie is eleven fourty five, but in the end is twelve fourty five, slacking at the mac, was midnight deh, hehs. (((: I and serene bought a new hoody, was like so cool man! We wore together. ((:

SUNDAY:
I stay at home lah, was very tired, slept till two something siakkk, then dint use the computer at all, was too lazy to use sehhh, hehs, my family went out and eat around seven something bah, then went to the wrong restaurant, but the food was alright, the total amount is two hundred, god! :XXX

TODAY:
After the LAST PAPER, hehs, me syaniza, syafiqah, shuada, zulaika and amalina went to causewaypoint together, by walking cause we want to ______, so was like very scared, hehs. Then shuada gone home first, after that the rest of us went slacking, walk walk, met one person, go mac, saw ZUEEEEEEEE! Hehs, was busy hiding my face, very shyshy lah, hehs! Then gone home bout six something.

Sorry that i dint blog yesterday, cause my brother came back from reservice thats why i can't use the computer. Actually nothing special yesterday lah, just had maths paper one lah, quite easy ehs, but i will fail one lah, then after school, me, Syaniza and Syafiqah went to meet someone, slack lah, then that one that one lorh, after that went to meet zulaika and shuada, but awhile went home already, cause too many our schoolmates there already.

Today, we had physics paper, difficult siakkk, i dint study also, hehs, i went Toa Payoh just now and eat, was planning to buy my earphone, but i went there too late already lah, the shops all close already, i want my earphone back siakkk, haven't even find out whose the one who stole my earphone, arghhh!

Today i woke up at three am, i can't sleep at all okay, i was like lying at the couch looking at the ceiling, i feel fucking sick, i don't even have the mood to talk though, then my dad woke up at six said that i should eat medicine before going to school, if not later during exams headache, sure unbearable one, so i eat lah, i was wondering will i feel drowsy during exams not, but i dint lah, hah.

Today got chemistry exam man, wah kaoooo, i dint even study a word from chemistry and was like i placed my file in the class, i dint even have the chance to touch my file okay, and i think i'll fail this time, i don't even understand whats the question asking for siakkkk! Got the periodic tables but i don't think that its useful lah, i dint even use anything from the periodic table, was drawing at the paper lorh, never even concentrate, i finish fast siakkk, i was like the first one to finish.

Then after the exams, i on my phone, Derrick was like so funny lah, ask me delete the comment, don't want serene to misunderstand, haha, i know lah dehhh, then we wait for other friends then gone down to canteen, eat, drink, talk and we disturbed this sec three retarded girl, we like say can treat us food or show us what you eat all this, and Syaniza kena scolded by her siao, haha, was like so pissed off, as in its raining heavily, somemore they kicking the water hitting my skirt, mygod, we're so lame alrights, then went to fourth floor the staircase there, normally no people walk there one, we jump there, teaching each other jumping, haha, then after that we went to causeway point then went to library, saw azizah that group of people, then syafiqah ask us to join us go ____, then finished already, we walk walk, talk talk, went home lah, hehe, came back home and eat, watch television.

Nothing special today, dad drove me to school, i reached school then no time go buy water, was fucking thirsty man, so i chose to drink the damn water cooler outside my class, was like, oh my god, i seldom drink that but i was forced, i'm very thirty at the mean time. Had my mother tongue paper two, quite easy, i and zhentao finished it using half an hour niaaa sehh, hehe.

Then after the paper ninethirty, i was planning to go home, but syafiqah and syaniza they all asked me to join them go woodlands point and eat, and i'm hungry so i followed, hehe, after eating macdonald, then went upstairs, seat, talk and play, was like, quite boring, went home aroung twelve someting urh, hehe. Then came back home nobody at home, alone now seating on my bed typing this post, hehe. (((((:

Today i woke up at six twenty five, father woke me up and i got washed up and eat and changed, make up and set my hair, off to school with father and brother, he has to go for reservice NS then was like so funny lah, he wear the suit like fat siakkkk! Hahahah, father drove both of us and he drop me down first then drop my brother somewhere else.

Then reached school, shariffah asked me go buy water, bought green apple tea, then went for assembly then got up to class, english paper two, quite easy for me, i love it man, its like today i got the mood to write every stuff i have to. Heheh, then nine something went to break then ten fifteen came back to class and have my history paper, my god, quite difficult and quite easy, can say is okok lahh. Hehehhe(((: Then finished all the papers, went back home alone, bus seating in the bus with KIKI!!! She asked me wanna go wild wild wet or not, but actually i'm phobia to swimming, hehe, sorry wors, i love you.

I came back home watchind television and eat, bath, then seating right infront of my lappy typing and watching ER, hehe. ((((: I want the exams to finish as soon as possible.

Just because of some guys photos inside my friendster you quarrelled with me, you know what you're just said hurts me? I guess you doesn't know, if you know you won't say all those things okay, i'm weak, i'm not as strong as you think, you just don't trust me at all, you say i don't know whats love, hey, who says i don't know? I know okay, i done so much things just for you, don't you know that!? Forget it.

Today i woke up aroung ten thirty, i guess so, i see my phone, hubby left me a text saying he's off for work, haha. I always thought that today is saturday siakkk, hehe, what a fool man. :DDD

Then nobody's at home except for my father, watching television, i step out of my room then i go wash up, find for food and eat, hehe, i dig out every single food out of my fridge, hehe. (((: EATEATEAT! Then i watch television, whole day i was like slacking at home, doing nothing, only watching television and play my PSP, and chatting with my hubby, hehe, i miss him so much though, arghhhhh! ))): Maybe meeting him tomorrow after schoool, woooohoooo~ I miss his bike bike also!

I was waiting for my brother to come home to bring his girlfriend outta this home then i can online and blog siakkkk, was like, whole day without computer i wanna die liaos lahhh, what the fuck siooollll! ((((: I WANT WANT WANT MY HUBBBBBBYYY, he's on his bike on his way home, haha, i don't know whether his heading home or other olace lah, i don't wanna know also, hehe. ((((: Now watching the charity show, hehe.

Today i woke up at twelve something, i walked out of my room, only saw my father seating on the couch looking on the offed television, i don't know what happened to him also, hahaha, :DDD Then he told me that mom bought me food, then faster get a wash up, EATEATEAT!:D

Watching television while eating, hehe, SCV always air the best show lahhhh! Then my boyfriend was like sleeping till one something, heheh, so cute lahhhh you, later he need to go work, sad lehhhh, hehe. ((((:

I changed my blogskins again and again, hehe, i miss my hubby, he dint text me cause he was working, his manager was working with him thats why he cannot message, i miss miss miss him so much, haha.

Watching television now, Serene asked me to accompany her to go pierce her nose, haha, i don't know when ehhh, hope can go as soon as possible. Watching Last Holiday, my gay, this show damn funny, and the woman fucking rich okay, its like, hotel president suit, international dress, skiing lesson, first class air plane seat, and all types of massages, my god, how i wish i'm the same with her, hehe! :DDDDD && i'm talking what happened yesterday, hehe.

Now i'm watching some stupid show, i've watched for three times already, as in now i nothing to watch so i was forced to watch this repeated show, hehe. :DDD

I now then know he got nose piercing, two lips piercing and one large ear hole, hehe (:

Today i woke up qiute late, nearly late to school, was having exam today, thats why its a must to attend school today, haha. Got everything prepared then gone to school by car!

Then reached school, went to class after assembly, then had English Paper One, i was like, my pen ink limited man, going finish siakkk, i scared the ink not enough then i faster do the test, hehe. Then the paper and at 9:48am, gone to break, then back to class by 10:30am,, Mother Tongue Paper One, i bought i new pen from school bookshop, only cost 95cents, same pen as before, CHEAP! :DDD Then after school, i texted my boyfriend, meeting him at 2:15pm at Admiralty MRT, then he using his motorbike fetching me go Plaza Singapura to watch movie, walk walk. Hehehe, i Finally took pictures with him, we had many topics to talk with, we never got bored today, every second never stop talking, watched Ironman, WOAH, i like the show, hehe (: Then he used his mootrbike to fetch me home, by 9 something, we reached Admiralty, wnet to my cousin's home, then eleven sharp i went home, hehe, i miss my boyfriend! )))):

Today my mom wake me up at eleven as what i told her to do so, hehe, thanks mommy. (((:

Then i faster get ready all the things, my hubby was like he's seating on his motorcycle waiting for me, hehe, i finally saw my hubby, weeees, his bike fucking cool and fast, and he's so hot when he was riding, i'm phobia to bike siakkk, tomorrow he'll fetch me from school after my exams, weees! (((:

Dint get the chance to take photos with my hubby, sadisctic... ))): BUT I LOVE HIM, WOAINI BEEBEEE! :DDD

Name:Audrey Lee Shu Hua.
Location:Singapore, Woodlands.
Birthday: 5th August, 1994.
Fan of:Flyleaf.
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