Monday, June 30, Monday, June 30, 2008
HAIRUL'S MY SEXBOMB.
Okay, today got school, early in the morning six o clock, i woke up sey, sial urh, fucking tired lurh sey, i thought of not going to school, but i last week already skipped school for two days, my friends ask me to go, so i go lorh, nyahaha. (: Then this Amillea, texted me, she like very rush like that sey, ask me fatser reach school, she talk like she very lonely like that, wey, she got friends there with her also, nyahaha. Then i reached school, my dad drove me to school, so i searched for Amillea, but she wasn't at the foyer, hack care, then she asked me where am i, well hey, i'm so tall seating right there, can't you see me? Nyahaha. Then finished the assembly, went to Home Econs, cooked this stupid chicken curry, i hate it, the smell so smelly lurh sey, nyahaha. Then never eat, me and Xiu Ling don't dare to eat, throw away. Nyahaha. Then recess lorh. Hairul texted me, nyahaha. So early, he woked up man. Nyahaha. Then after that had lessons. Syaniza din't come school lurh sey, for some personal reasons. Then me and Hairul turned very close, boyfriend and girlfriend. Nyahaha. Then after school, i bought rokok from Zul, went block smoke with Ika, gone back school awhile, then we went home lorh. Nyahaha. Then came home watch televsion.
Sunday, June 29, Sunday, June 29, 2008
RANDOM DATE.
Okay, firstly, i and this guy planned to meet up. So i was actually considering t first know, cause i scared i lose my way to his house there sey, Nyahaha. Then we talk, talk. He was really bored and i'm already rotting at home, so there's someone dating me out, hey, dating me out! Nyahaha, kidding. So i said yes lorh, cause random mah, oops. Then he asked me to go Sembawang first then text him to this particular number which i don't whose one. Then i reached already texted him lorh, i took bus to his house there, he's waiting at the bus stop. Oh my gawd, he's like, fucking hawt okay, my gawd. Then he gave me rokok, red one, nyahaha. Then random things lurh sey. Nyahaha. I had fun with him wors. He said he'll soon move to east, sad sey, sigh. I wanna meet him again sey.
MALAY BOYFRIEND.
Okay, lets talk bout my title. I've been wondering if having a malay boyfriend would be great not, but i think really great lurh sey. Different races got many topic to talk bout, and people may think it's cool though. Nyahaha. Nowadays i'm cling onto malay people, wanna know malay friends. Now below my house got malay wedding, sial urh, cool giler sey, they ask many bikers come here to invite the bride, fuck cool right? Sial urh, this is the second time this month already, woah, how i wish i want this kinda wedding. My parents said this is kinda low class, but for me kinda cool lurh sey. Nyahaha. Sial urh, i never go out today sey, nowhere to go, but got people wanna go out, just don't know where to go, nyahaha. Oh yeah, just now my daddy's friend all come and visit him sey, quite crowded lurh sey. Somemore say i very tall, can be stewardess, gawd. Okay bored now.
Saturday, June 28, Saturday, June 28, 2008
FUGLY.
Okay, this guy Siq, he's emo always, veven if he's bald now, without hair also so emo and hawt. He talked to me this afternoon, he asked that where i stay, where i school cause he saw me near Marsiling Secondary school the 913 bus stop. Sial uh, i'm so fugly at that moment. With my fugly uniform and fugly hairstlye and i fugly face without my make ups. Nyahaha. Then i told him i need to make up from now on to school, to get prepared to see him. Nyahaha. He hawt giler sey. Okay, i knew him long ago, nowadays then started talking one. Now talk bout this Mister Aery, another fucking emo guy, he's hawt, he's chinese and he's tall. This Aery urh, always lend me his ears to listen to my grandmother stories, nyahaha. He's been a great "brother" to me, i love you Aery.
, Saturday, June 28, 2008
I SKIPPED SCHOOL AGAIN.
Okay, yesterday i din't go school again. Nyahaha, at first i was already all prepared to go school, wore my shoes already know, then when i stood up, i fell, i was like giddy till my whole body sweating like hell, i don't know why. My mom held me to the couch and asked me don't go school, then don't go lorh. I stayed at home whole day long, was planning to meet Ika they all, but after that i know Syaniza never go school also, so i never lepak with them. Then today, nothing special lorh, but i knew one new friend, nyahaha. Hawt giler lurh sey, fuck. Nyahaha. Was talking dirty things, nyahaha. Then was like, i wanna meet my friends up, but i think they all sure not free one lurh, so i din't asked them. Okay, i was like kena attracted by this hawt guy, okay. If i dare, i sure ask him out sey. Nyahaha. Well, it's beyond my control to fall in love with you, can you just say what you want? I wanna meet him now, but i'm just practically shy now, arghhh! When i was about to meet this guy today but i'm just too dumb,, don't know how to go there. I guess he'a angry with me sey, waliaooo, i feel so bad. Eventhough, he said it's alright, but i still feel very bad. Yeah, i like him, so what? Just one-sided love, i don't mind, nyahaha. Forget it. When it's time, my love will come, so just let it be burh. Yeah, i admit i do random stuffs with guys, but for me, it's so common already lurh sey. Nowadays i miss randoming with guys, nyahaha. Hey, who wants? Tell me, i'll lepak with you. Okay, i guess i fell in love with this particular hawt guy, i knew recently. Nyahaha. I'm so crazy.
Thursday, June 26, Thursday, June 26, 2008
TREE "H"AUS.
Okay, sorry for not blogging yesterday is because i came home after school quite late luh sey, nyahaha. I went to the Tree Haus there after school with Syaniza they all luh. Nyahaha, then we met Syaniza'a friends lorh. Go there smoke, smoke and lepak luh. Sial uh, went home what time i also forgotten sey, nyahah. Oh yeah, Zul yesterday give us rokok one, thats why we got the rokok to smoke. She kena suspended cause of her coloured hair luh sey, then she waiting outside of school for us sey, pathetic. Nyahah. Today, i went school lorh, just for fun. Was like seating in the hall for so long cause of the News In Class luh sey. Then delay the time for our Physical Education lesson sey, fuck tart right? Nyahaha. Okay, then most of them have to retest their NAPFA test, the 3.4km, sial uh, fucking tired, i swear, but i din't run luh, i passed already at the very first time. Nyahaha. Okay, then the other of us seperated, some play soccer, some play basketball, but for me, i play both, nyahaha. Then the rest of the school lessons fuck tart luh. Nyahaha. Then after school, we supposed to go for CIP know, but we fuck shit sey, most of us din't go, fuck right? Nyahah, i guess theacher will be shocked to see almost half of the class dint go, nyahaha. Then saw Fazlie at Causeway Point with his girlfriend Syahirah. Nyahaha, asked for rokok from Farah. Then Farah treated us for movie, "Penelope" after i watched the show, we made fun of it, nyahaha. Yarh, at first me and Syaniza planned to go home, but i asked her to find orang to lepak, in the end we found Faz and Farah, nyahah. Gone home at around six to seven like that.
Tuesday, June 24, Tuesday, June 24, 2008
SKIPPED SCHOOL.
Terrible things happened last night. My cramps got worst, my gawd, i bet you can;t even imagine i pain i had man, nyahaha. I was like crying out for help, then can't even seat up straight and walk properly. I was really in pain and i cannot take it already, i ate many medicine but it's useless. Thankfully, i brother came back and my mom said i had to go consult doctor see whether anything wrong or not. Then on the way towards the clinic at Yishun, was like the pain was gone so i asked to go back home and save up the money for the consultation and jab. I've already gone to this doctor for number of times, cost a bomb, hundred plus. My gawd, nyahaha. Then o went home, slept, still pain so i asked my mom to take something hot and put at my stomach, i felt so much better and fall asleep. Today, i din't attend school, i'm afraid later will pain again and my father din't wake me up. Then i woke up at seven plus slept again then woke up at eleven plus. Then i watched television, eat all this lorh. Then Syafiqah and Syaniza angry with my sial at first, i asked them go school, but in the end i din't go. Then i asked them to lepak at causeway at two o clock. Then i lepak with them, went to the Treehaus there smoke. Nyahaha. Then was actually meeting Zul and Amal, the paitao us siak, nyahaha. Then met one of Syaniza's friend, Farah. Then while waiting for the other to girls but acted like boys those people to come, in the end something happened to Syafiqah, so i accompany her go home and i also go home lorh, cause my cramps come again. Nyahaha. Now watching television, Channel 8, the funny show. Okay, there's a hawty in friendster talked to me, i wanna know him. Nyahaha.
Monday, June 23, Monday, June 23, 2008
DANIEL KICKASS.
I miss this guy who're once in Singapore but now back to Aussie. Okay, i miss him so fucking much right now. If i get the chance to see him, he'll for sure got my kick in his asshole.
, Monday, June 23, 2008


CRAMPS.
Took some photos of my friends and me. One is, me and Syida, another is Azizah, and another is Amanda. Okay. Today was the first day of school since the school reopens. My gawd, i hate school totally. It sucks really big time man, nyahaha. Okay, i got up at six, i washed up and dressed up, my mom cooked me breakfast and my dad drove me to school. Reached school around seven fifteen like that luh. By the time i reached there, everybody was already assembled properly, nyahaha. I was waiting upon for Syaniza, she told me she would come to school today sial, but end up she sleeping at home. Texted her she dint reply till eleven something she then asked us to lepak with her at B&S. Okay, then after that i met another friend. Nyahaha, i had fun with him. although his soo sooo soooo emo, he's still so fucking funny. I wore my uniform, he wore so emo, was like, okay, paiseyy luh, but he dint mind. After awhile, i had my cramps, i can't take it, so to sacrifice the time with him i went home and he had to rush home too. We planned to meet again soon, he wanna meet me again, wooohoooo! Nyahaha, i'm so happy right now luh, nyahaha. Okay, i'm having my cramps now but tomorrow still going school. I asked Syaniza tomorrow really must come, nyahaha. Alrights, i need to end here, i'm so in pain right now.
Sunday, June 22, Sunday, June 22, 2008
BLURRED.
Okay, i now i'm blurred, i don't know hwere to start. The day before yesterday, i met Hariz. He came Causeway Point and meet me at the Boots and Shoes, then actually planned to meet at one thirty, it turns up to be five. Thats late huh. Then asked him buy cigarette. Then go behind the escalator there smoke. I said i wanna go Tampinese slack, so we went there by 168, met two of his friend. Then reached there, we go slack lorh, talk talk all this luh. Then i went home at seven something by 168, the journey tooks 45 minutes. Then yesterday i stayed at home whole day, at night then went out and eat. Went out with family, quite late uh, around nine to ten we then went out. Went Upper Thomson Road there eat seafood, nyahaha. Then after that went 883 the Shop & Save buy some groceries. Then went home, reached home at one thirty. Today i went out with my aunt, at first go Toa Payoh, then walk walk, nothing to walk, then after that we went Novena, Velocity. I saw this hoody, fucking hot and nice, i want it, but i dint bought it man. Arghh, i definitely will go back and buy, nyahaha. Now watching "The lost world-Jurrasic Park". Talk to my little drummer, Zach too. Stupid luh sey, tomorriow school reopens already, my gawd, i don't want that to happen sey. Need to face those uncles and aunties again, i mean teachers luh. I dint do any of my homeworks as in i don't know what subject was that though, heard that got Geography project, but no partner, hack care that piece of shit, nyahaha.
Thursday, June 19, Thursday, June 19, 2008
BORED.
Today really bored alright. I dint go out, my gawd, i've broke the record for staying at home so many days, i'm rotting now. Please, anyone can help me? Nyahyaha. I guess the food is my dad bought one ba. Ate fishball noodle and watched the D.I.E DVD, funny, scary, sad, lame and stupid show, thats what i told Zach, nyahaha. Oh yeah, i suggestted to my mom, asked her to cook spaghetti, long time dint really eat spahghetti already. Nyahaha. Okay, Friendster's really making me go freak out man, it's so laggy, so alow and so fucking irritating. And there's this guy named Ken, old uncle, called me sweetgirl, my gawd, can i puke now? He's so old, always call me, always message me and always gimme those stupid comments, eeeek! He's so irritating, how am i going to tell him that he's so fucking ugly, irritating and so fucking nonsencial, my gawd! Zach's going to Topshop party, thats so cool man, i wanna go also, nyahaha. I'm so bored and i wanna see this little drummer, nyayayay. Okay, now i'm talking to this "supermarket" hawt emo guy, nyahaha. He wanna fetch me from school if he got time, but he stay so far, Serangoon, nyahah. If he wanna fetch, then okay lorh. Nyahah, he worked at some designer tee shirt shop, he designed some of them, i asked him to design one for me, with my name, he sent me the design, it really rocks, he drew me inside, nyahaha, but can't be upload, different format, arghhh. Okay, definitely i'm going to meet him soon.
Wednesday, June 18, Wednesday, June 18, 2008
SERANGOON'S HAWTY.
Yesterday i dint post, my brother's girlfriend's fault again, nyahaha. At first i thought of staying at home whole day. My mom cooked mee for me, not very nice uh, nyahaha. Then at night my brother suggestted, wanna go Serangoon there eat, the food there nice siol, i eat around ten dumplings sey and some random stuffs. Oily somemore. Then there's one uncle there busking, he blew the harmonica, nice man. But i dint give him money, nyahha, how bad am i? Then after that we went to the NTUC nearby lorh, buy some stuffs luh. Then you know, i see this hot emo guy luh, wearing red shirt, pushing the trolley, so hot dey, then i left my mom, then i purposely walk pass him, say, "Eh, hot uh you!" My gawd, i can't believe i done this okay, nyahah. Then he laughed, we stay at a corner talk talk, luckily my mom was shopping all the way. Then changed number, this is the first time i done this, nyahah. Then went home, during the journey was messaging with him. Planned to meet up soon. Today i dint go out, i stayed at home luh, nothing to do. I really bored of friendster, but some of my friends are only in friendster, contact them there. Actually thought of deleting, but like later bored again, nyahaha. I changed my blogskin again, my mood changed, my skin changed. ;D
Monday, June 16, Monday, June 16, 2008
I DON'T WISH.
I had you just this second, another second you're gone. I don't know why, every night i'll spend time just to cry for you, reminiscing the moments we had before, i would force myself to smile when facing you. I care bout you, i think bout you, i need you, i love you, but where are you? Every morning i would wish to see you right infront of my when i woke up. But just let me tell you, you're the only one i would wish to have. The time i spent with you, the most happiest time i had. I love you.
, Monday, June 16, 2008
ROACHES.
Yesterday i dint post is because my brother's girlfriend was all day in this room which my laptop was placed. Then i dint have the chance to take it. Yesterday i was like bored okay, i dint go out till at night. My sister and her husband came from the Turf Club. I guess lose money buh, nyahahah. Then we whole family, except my father and eldest brother dint go. We went Ang Mo Kio, S11 there eat the western food. Unfortunately, i ordered fish and chip but not nice, i regretted not ordering the chicken chop, wooo, i ate my brother's one, nice man. Then my mom ordered other things, not from western stall. Then beside our table, there one patch of grass with one tree grown on it, the sight of it makes me wanna puke, it's like a house for roaches, then it's crawling here and there, my god, i wish we could finish eating fast then off. I'll sue them if the roaches crawl to me. Making me freak out. Then we went home after that. As for today, i stay at home again, Fadly asked me to meet but i can't, was sick then mom forbid me to go out. I think he going lepak other people later on. Now watching "Early Edition" from AXN.I'm weird after i broke up with my ex boyfriend. I always wanted to get to know new friends, get to meet them up. Kinda weird though. Nowadays in friendster, some guys added me, some are hot, nyahaha. Yeah, indeed their really hot alrights. Okay, now it's raining, thundering loudly out here, wishing he'll be fine. My mom's cooking outside, stupid, the smell's so strong, im so hungry right now. Just now my aunt ask me whether wanna go Jurong Point or not, oh well, i don't wanna go there, especially with a aunty walking right beside me, thats so fucking embarrassing, nyahah.
Saturday, June 14, Saturday, June 14, 2008
SECOND POST OF THE DAY.
I felt sad for Zach. He's great grandmother pass away recently, and his grandmother in hospital, tumour inside the head, yesterday had the operation if i'm not wrong. Hope it goes well, i dint ask for it, maybe really goes well buhhh, if not he'll tell me. He's rushing here and there, so pathetic, how i wish i could aaccompany him. He's the best person in this world and the best boy i've ever met in my life. Whenever i feel down, he'll comfort me, such i great guy he is. This little cute drummer, nyahahah.
, Saturday, June 14, 2008
OH ZACH.
Let me tell you how this OH ZACH comes. Nyahaha, this guy named Jun Jie, saw i featured Zach, he immediately thought that i and Zach was like couples, you know you knoww, but no alrights, me and Zach are like brother and sister. I knew Zach via Friendster though, we've been friends nearly one year, nyahaha, my longest friendship in friendster though. Today i'm not going out luhh seyyy, lazy seyyy. Maybe i'll ask Serene to accompanyy me go bugis soon, go there be a shopaholic yeahh, nyahaha. This Zach is a kinda drummer, i don't know how to say luhhh, plays drum in the church, cool isn't it? Okayy, i simply just loves Zach, nyahahah, this little emo boyyy. Me and my mom having cold war right now, you know what she've done? She asked someone to tail me that day i went out, if not how she know that i went out with who, i hate this kinda mother. She doesn't even respect me or either trust me, am i such a stupid girl that will be cheatedd byy some kinda bastards out there? Go get a live man mom, i hate you. Alrights, actually i'm fine with myy mom now, myy mom cooked for us, delicious man. Nyahaha, i'm so crazy now alrights, i guess if somebody beside me now, the person might be my punching bag! My family went Korea alreadyy, now i'm alone at home, can do whatever i want, woohooo~!
Friday, June 13, Friday, June 13, 2008
THE HAPPENING.
Yesterdayy i dint post cause when i reachedd home, is alreadyy aroundd ten. Yesterday i went out with one friend, we went to Plaza Singapura at first, we went there walk walk and smoke smoke. Then we walk to Cathay there, we bought tickets for "The Happening". The show really interestingg, i would encourage my friend to watvch that. Is about an chemical released and affected the people to kill themselves, nice nice, Two thumbs for the movie. Then after watching, we went Fort Canning, there slack slack, smoke smoke lorhhh. Quite scaryy, at first i don't really dare to go, nyahahah. Then we went home by MRT lorhhh. I was scolded by my mom, she said why i never answer her phone, well, heyy, do anyone answer phone when watching movie? No kan, sial luhhh, angryy seyyyy. Then i went back to the supermarket near my house to meet my mom, explainedd to her, then went home lorhhh. As for todayy, i stayedd at home lorhhh, tiredd seyyy. I watching television and surf net to kill my boredom norrr. Nyahahah. I so lazy to go friendsterr seyy, but i still have to go, replyy comments, accept friend request and read messages, arghhh.
Wednesday, June 11, Wednesday, June 11, 2008
CONFUSEDDD.
Sadddd seyyyy. Nowadays reallyy boreddd okayyy. Alrights, me and my ex boyfriend talk yesterdayyy. Everything's settled and we're friends nowww. There's a little secret which is unrevealeddd. Okayyy, today i'm stayingg at home still. Watch television, chat in msn, friendster and bloggg lorrhh. I wanna change my blogskin todayyy, i hate this one okayyyy. Hope can find one really nice one, nyahahahah! I've found this one, actuallyyy the layout i copiedd from myyy friendsterrr. Anyone care to go out shopping with meee? Please luhhh, i was like dyingg at home rotting alreadyyy mannnn. Arghhhhh! Luckily last few dayyys Syida askedd me outtt. He thought i'm just playing him, eyyy, come on luhhh, if i do, i don't need to say i love you alreadyy okayyy. If you dint take this seriouslyyy, then lets seperate okayyy. I take you as myyy precious, you take me as a friend, i say i love you, you say okayyy, i don't get it boyyyy. Actuallyyy, i can't reallyy accept anotherrr guyy so easily now, actualyy a guy recentlyy came to say he loves me, but i'm really confusedd, i'm afraid of getting hurt and i'm afraid of hurting someone. Textedd with Iswandy, meetingg him at Fridayy. He wanna teachh me how to play pool, yay-ness alrights, now i had my freedom back okayyy, nyahahah.
Blessedd.
Tuesday, June 10, Tuesday, June 10, 2008
WEAKERR.
Todayyy i'm staying at home hibernating, hahhah. Known one new friend, Wan Goodboy, nyahahaha. He treats me sooo good seyyy. Zach still searchinggg for myyy hoodyyy. I'm watching channel eight. Nowadays i never go out seyyy, i'm finding someone who is also shopaholic. Sooo who's the one? Please contact me aites. Nyahhha, nowadayys never rain alreadyy, good goodd. Somebody came and says he loves me, it's making me so confusedd alrights. Now single and many things croppedd uppp. Actually now i have not confidence in bgr. I'm getting weakerr at this alreadyy. I'm sorryy boyyy.
Monday, June 9, Monday, June 09, 2008
AIRPORT.
Sorry that i dint blog yesterdayyy, was really lazyyy okayyyy. I went to airport with brothers and sisters with mother alsoo. We went there just to eat the Popeyes chickens and biscuits. Cold seyyy there. Then today i go to Toa Payoh with aunty, todayyy really boredd okayyy. So i decided to go my cousin's house, Weizhi's there, he left for something. Then alson came back, shit luhhh seyyyy, he put his smelly feet infront of me. End of the dayyy seyyy. Zach helping me to find hoody. He buying for meeee, heehhehhe, thanks Zach!
Saturday, June 7, Saturday, June 07, 2008
ORIGINALITY.
Okayyy, maybe meeting Zack. To settle our previous mistakes, then i miss kiikii. Today really nothing to blog, sorry uhhhh. Talked to him on the phone, meeting him on next thursday. His my ex boyfriend actually, i still love every of my ex okayyy,
but only him and jiahao i loveddd the most. I dint mean things to happen okayyy, but at least Zack understand's me, not like jiahao, no matter what i said, he just don't believe itttt. Nevermindddd, i should forget all this unhappiness, start all over again. And somebody said i don't have originality? Please luhhhh, i don't even know you're using STAR okayyy.And you thought only you can use STAR? USE YOUR BRAIN LUHHH GIRLL. I'M NOW VERY PISSED OFFFF, STOP LIKE WHAT ORIGINALITY LUHHH OI. GO AND DIE LUHHHH YOUUUU. Ohh myyy godddd, that particular person says the star's her's, woahhhwoahhhwoahhhh. Aku takut siollll, change change,DAHLIA FREAKS. Zack and i patcheddd uppp. I knowww too fast alreadyyy, but i'm afraid i don't have the chance againnn.
Friday, June 6, Friday, June 06, 2008
Okayyy,
everything's settled.
I've mentioned broke up and everything's settled.
We're still friends you knoww,
you might never knoww what will happen next.
The post before today are all the past,
hope you guys don't read it luhhh,
sad seyyyy.
But at least i still got my friends and cousin to comfort me.
I missed my friends now,
i wanna meet them up luhhh Syaniza.
Today very boreddd dayyy seyyyy.
Nothing to do,
watching television onlyyy.
Hmmmms,
maybe going out for shopping with linggg one day.
Can't wait,
hehheh. :BBBB
Thursday, June 5, Thursday, June 05, 2008

Today i met Fadly sayanggg again,
same place at twelve something.
I thought i'm one who's late but it came to be him.
He went to play half way,
my god seyyyy sayangggg.
Then slack again luhhh,
but this time he ask me to jump and shuffle let him see,
of course i reject luhhh,
so paiseyyy okayyyyy.
So many people there walk pass,
but he shuffled and let me see.
He's like a superman shuffling,
soooo cute luhhh sayangggg.
One week can't see him,
he's going to KL.
I'm going to miss him now seyyy,
i love you Fadly sayanggggg.
Wednesday, June 4, Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Today was like a miracle okayyyy.
I and Fadly planned to meet at eleven but i woke up late,
he also need to go for his NYP briefing,
so we planned to meet at four pm.
I got prepared and dressed up.
Met him and Yio Chu Kang MRT station,
he can't find me cause i'm hiding though.
He brought a girl to help us buy cig,
he can't but as in his birthday hasn't over.
So finished buying that girl gotta go,
left two of us.
We went slacking down the voiddeck,
talk and get to know each other better.
And some other stuffs luh deyyy.
Slack until six thirty like that,
went home by MRT.
He gotta go Khatib so i take MRT alone to Admiralty.
Came back home and rest luh.
I'm missing Fadly sayangggg now,
when in MRT he don't seems to be happy.
I love him luhhhh.
:BBB
Tuesday, June 3, Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Yesterday night i said whatever i could already,
i wish my boyfriend could understand eyyy.
Now who's taking care of me is Fadly,
he's now my guardian angel but not boyfriend.
We're just sayangs.
I and my boyfriend isn't over yet,
i admit i still loves him but we have to be apart sooner or later.
Alrights.
Today is my father's birthday eyyy,
there's a cake waiting for me to eat eyyy. :BBB
Tomorrow maybe meeting Fadly,
he's willing to be my ear.
Maybe going out at night with family,
i can't wait to see my sister,
i miss her though.
:BBB
Finally Fadly top up his prepaid,
now can talk to him every second.
Now i guess his the only one i can turn to.
Monday, June 2, Monday, June 02, 2008
I'll post at night aites?
I'm going to AMK Hub today,
going with mother and aunty,
i wanna buy slippers and clothings.
Maybe browse at some of the laptop. :BBB
Let me say something bout yesterday.
Yesterday i had a fight with my boyfriend,
i really love him but does he know this?
Even if he doesn't love me anymore,
i wish he could lie to me and make me happy.
I allow him to love other girls,
i wanna thanks him for giving me this lovely relationship.
I went AMK Hub then first searching for my slippers.
In the end i ended buying two nail polish, hot pink pumps and one lip stud.
Then went supermarket with my mom and aunty,
was quite boring eyyy.
Then planned to go Toa Payoh,
my mom doesn't want to go so i went with my aunty.
I bought stickers for my phone,
diamonds typed.
Then bought NOTHING,
hehehhe.
Went home after all that shopping uh,
i really sad now okay.
I need to sort out things with my boyfriend.
I realise something,
he's always there for me,
how i wish i could accept him,
actually i fell in love with him,
but i haven't settled my boyfriend's thingy.
Sunday, June 1, Sunday, June 01, 2008
{ SECOND POST OF THE DAY }
My mother got irritated by me,
cause i keep saying that i want the red hot lap top,
i want my own laptop now and i told her to buy for me. :BBB
She really got irritated by me,
heheh.
And i said i want my own bedroom being painted red,
then i want an artist decorate my wal with grafitti. :BBB
I want water bed and a slide door cupboard.
I want spot lights and disco balls also,
i think i'm really crazy and irritated my mom.
I cried for my boyfriend,
i can't reach him,
what happened?
I really sensed something's wrong,
i don't want things to happen please.
I rather lose everything i have now,
what i only want is him thats all.
, Sunday, June 01, 2008
Today i woke up at eleven plus,
i'm still tired but can't sleep,
i really missed my boyfriend man,
he dint message me at all yesterday,
i wanna meet him soon,
his bike already done at the workshop,
the chain now already done lerh,
but why he instead of finding me,
he go find his friend,
i don't think he miss me. ):
I'm now watching Hong Kong drama,
what a sad show man.
Watching Hana Kimi earlier on,
japanese version and very nice okay,
the guys all fucking hot man! :DDDD
That fucking idiot Kay viewed my friendster profile,
his a fucking idiot man and so gay gay one,
please fuck him off eventhough his my ex okay.
I'm still watching the same drama,
i'm really bored right now okay,
i wanna go out leyy.
Anyone please date me out,
i wanna shopping and buy clothings.
My boyfriend haven't text me and i will wait for him,
hope can meet him tomorrow man,
how i wish i could see him at this minute,
sigh sigh sigh sigh. )))):